How I handle Loneliness?

People see me laughing hard about the things that tickles my sense of humor but that is the opposite thing about me. According to them, people who laugh often are the ones who are really sad. Honestly, it is a fact. Me, having that characteristic is really hard. We are the ones who worries about…

How do you say Good bye to the person you can’t live without?

One day, the miles between us will fall apart but until then, just remember that no matter what you’re doing and no matter where you are, we can always see the same stars in the sky and we will never be apart.


Maybe I am too young for this kind of matter. But I really like long term relationship. The feeling of being secured because you already know how to tickle his wants. The feeling of being loved in the longest time. The feeling of selfishness and unselfishness; selfish in a way that the one I love won’t be surrounded in the arms of other beside his parents, siblings, the best of friends and me. Unselfish in a sense that we will be together not just because we love each other but also we will prove to the people who believe in us and to the world that no matter how hard it gets, if we really do love each other… We won’t let anyone to cut us down. We will fight untill the hindrance get tired fighting over us. Promising to be faithful no matter how far we are even days without him feels like years. Promise me you’ll wait for me. It will only take a year and a couple of
months then I will go with you on a same university. I hope so. We will study hard by making
each other as an inspiration and dream high for our career. I speak like I am so sure of you as my last but As what Ive said, infinity is just a word and were too young to deal with it. So, lets
not find the love. Let love find us and wait for cupid to hit us perfectly attached. We are on the middle of the best possible thing can happen to us. So there is no need to be hurry, we will not stop knowing each other more. I am very faithful one so promise to be one, too. As long as Youre faithful, I can be faithful times two of the time you are honest with me. 

Papayat rin ako, Tiwala lang! :)

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I really like hugging for the reason I don’t know. Maybe It’s just the fact that I feel comfortable and Makes me feel like a sober from the warm I feel while hugging the person I really wanted to. I could hug someone for hours..

"No matter how far".  There are days I feel like giving up. Whenever I feel empty, I wanna cry because I don’t know how to fill them up. I am afraid that Maybe, one day, soon I’ll forget the color of your eyes and you’ll forget mine. I am afraid that you may forget me and find someone better than me without telling to me. Talking to you is not easy. It makes me afraid whenever I try to that may end up ignoring me. Above all fears, my love was so strong so I keep my self strong,too. I keep to my self that Height, weight or distance is just a number and does not necessarily means that I am going to give up

Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall, You just Fall. It’s Proven.
Don’t worry… I will wait until this distance is no longer between us.
Mahal mo ba?

Nung may nag tanong sakin kung mahal ba kita, hindi ako makapag salita. Tanging pag tungo lang ang kaya kong magawa. Hindi dahil sa natatakot akong umamin pero dahil sa natatakot ako sa susunod nilang sasabihen. Natatakot ako na baka hindi mo ko mahal. Natatakot ako na baka hangang ganito na lang tayo.Natatakot ako na baka masaktan lang ako. Binigay ko ang buong tiwala ko sa pag amin ko sa mga kaibigan mo dahil hindi ko na kayang itago pa ang lahat ng ito na sa totoo ay halatang halata naman na may nararamdaman ako para sayo. Paano ko nasabi na mahal na kita? Nasabi ko yon nung isang araw na pag gising ko, iba na yung nararamdaman ko. Nung gumising ako na pangalan mo ang unang hanap ko sa cellphone ko. Nung gumising ako na naluluha dahil namimiss kita na daig pa ang naulila at walang magawang paraan para makita ka. Nung dumating yung araw na iniisip muna kita bago ako gumawa ng isang aksyon at magdesisyon kung ikakatuwa o ikakalungkot mo yon. Nung dumating yung araw na habang may ginagawa ako ay bigla ka na lang pumapasok sa isip ko. Nung dumating yung araw na nalulungkot ako sa tuwing hindi kita nakakausap sa isang araw. at Nung dumating yung araw na tinatanong ko na yung sarili ko kung mahal na ba kita.. 

When youre leaving and past don’t want you to go.. 

you’re ready to walk straight for a better day but your past keeps holding on you. You’re ready to love someone again who’s better and will never bring a grudge on you. Love someone who loves you. Takes care of you like he never did. All the things you never experienced was already a part of every day life. Now that your happy and you’re perfectly fine, whenever you take a look at the past;with no feelings,no more. All of sudden, you’ll see him so lonely that you’re no longer part of his world. When every thing he can do is to love someone who loves him, cause he don’t have any choice, for him not to look stupid in front of people.. 

You know it’s true love when no matter how far the distance is he can still make you smile.